Sleepless Night~

Again, a sleepless night~Tomorrow is a very important day~Actually every Sunday is very important to me~

I was trying to sleep early few hours ago and since i failed to do so~I starting reading book, hopefully can get to sleep~However, after i finished the whole book, I still couldn't get to sleep~

So i on my laptop and get online~The 1st thing i did was on Facebook and on my RC~Haha, hopefully I'm not addicted to Facebook~^^

It is not a good thing to be addicted to Facebook~I dun wan to act like tat irresponsible doctor who caused his patient's death just because he's addicted to Facebook when he's having an operation~

Anyway, then I think of my blog~It has been a long time since I last blog~So decided to write a simple blog and also to try to feel sleepy and get back to sleep~Ah~

Till now, I'm still awake~What else can I do to get to sleep? Every time when I'm over-excited or nervous or stressed, I couldn't get to sleep~I really dun wan to admit this cause it shows that I'm a person who cannot endure stress which is not true~(At least to me it is not the case @.@)

Recently, The thought of having someone beside me keep on pester me~I keep on telling myself it's not the time yet and also I'm not sure what I wan~I'm currently staying alone in Penang~Without my family and friends (I mean U friends), it's kind of lonely and that's y the thought keep on pestering me~

Of course, I have my church's family to support me, somehow I'm feeling quite empty~It's a feeling very hard to describe~N considering my age, for 21 years, I've not been in a relationship before~Haha~I know it's very bad to get into a relationship just because I feel like getting it~That's y I keep on persuade myself not to do silly thing, but it's very hard for me to get rid of the thought to be silly~Ah~

I dunno what I want now~Things seem to be complicated or just me making things complicated? I dunno~Okay, I know what I should do now~Stop typing and try to get back to sleep~My brain is not working properly and that's y I'm talking nonsense here~K then, I shall stop here~ll try to update asap though I know nobody is reading~

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Dear Lai, I haven't my blog for a long time d~

Sometimes when I've mood to post, my internet is not working so i cannot do anything about it~

There're also time where the internet is functioning well while i dun hav the mood to write anything~

Today's great~I've the mood and the internet is functioning well and so I'm writing my blog post now~

Ok, I know I'm just talking nonsense all the way, but my nonsense got points wor~^^

Anyway, lets get back to the topic~

Now, it's 5 o'clock in the morning~Dun think i wake up so early to study la~I'm not tat guai~

I'm just having sleeping problem recently~

Starting fr last Sat (31/10/09), I've been having problem to sleep tight~

I'm tired, extremely tired but i just can't sleep tight~

I'll get up in the middle of the night and struggling to get back to sleep~

I didn't get any nap in the afternoon, so it's impossible to say tat i sleep too much in the day time tat's y i can't sleep at night~this theory doesn't apply on me~

Is it really because of stressed? Stressed could be desserts if you could reverse~

I've been working hard to achieve tat~

I'm trying to take things easy and make myself relax~

May ah, I'm not lying about everything is ok~

seriously everything is ok and under control~

but y can't i just sleep tight?! I tend to get very excited and awake~

My body is tired but I'm mentally awake~They are not coordinating well~

Sigh~How ah? I dun think my body can take this in long term~

In fact, i can feel tat my body's protesting~they nid sleep, tight and enough sleep~

Sigh, wat can i do to make myself asleep?!

Act, I'm having another problem in mind~

I've been teaching tuition and not getting any paid~

Not only tat, I've been paying petrol wif my own money~

I dunno how 2 tell the person in charge that even if u're not planing to pay me, could u pls kindly cover my petrol's fees?!

I feel like I'm putting my time, money and effort and gain nothing~

I mean of cuz i get satisfaction as a teacher to see my students improve~

but other than that, I'm doing for dunno wat reason and it's very illogical~(somehow stupid)

Well, I'm still thinking of ways to sort things out, but I'm hoping the person in charge could be more automatic la~

Talking about money is tough~

I think i shall stop here temporary~

I need to try again to get back to sleep~

I'll try to update more often, here and there, bit by bit~

Love u all~

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Mid-autumn Festival~

A lot of things happen recently yet I've not updated for long~Well, where should i start?

Ok, start wif my U-life~

Currently, I'm doing my last assignment and after that ll be my Final~

So really need to be prepared~

Recently, I have got a car from someone because I need it to work~

So working part time now as a tuition teacher~

Its not an easy job absolutely and somehow it's tougher than teaching kindergarten kids~

Sigh~But no worry, I'll hang on and do my best~

Today is mid-autumn festival~Wat ppl usually do on this day?

Eat mooncake, look at the moon, drink green tea and display lantern~

Well, i did none of it~I'm not feeling well act~

I din sleep well last nite, then today I'm supposed to help out in Dewan Sri Pinang for a concert~

Well, I'm asked to reach there by 12~

So i went out at 11 to make sure i reach there early~

I'm driving alone so the day before i hav asked my fren to teach me how 2 go thr~

My dear fren did bring me all the way to Dewan Sri Pinang and all the way back to my house~

So i thought everything ll be ok and 1 hour earlier is more than enough~

However, I took the wrong way and straight away I'm on the Penang Bridge where there's no turning point back to Penang~

Sigh~wat can i do?

I go all the way to Butterworth and then all the way back to Penang~

I buy the lesson for RM 7, excluding the petrol~

poor me~Anyway, I'm still grateful for today~

Thanks a lot Guo Feng Gor Gor, he guides me all the way back to Penang from Butterworth~

Phew~At tat time, nobody pick up my phone but him~

Ya, i should treat him a mooncake~Haha~

K then, i noe this post sounds a bit bored and meaningless~

Basically its jz a brief report on my life~ll update in detail soon, I hope~

Miss n love u lot~

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A Day Full of Nonsense~

Last night, I came back late. By the time I reached home is 2 a.m. Yap, I know it is very late and I should have gone back home earlier. The story goes this way. In the afternoon (4.9.2009), May called. She asked me to go for lunch with her. But I’m so bad, I rejected her for Special A Class (it is a Japanese animation). I keep on watching and watching and watching. I do nothing else but watching the animation. At last, May called again, asking me to go for dinner with her. I feel so bad when I know all the while she has been alone all by herself. Then I asked myself, “What kind of friend you are? You leave your friend alone for animation?”

So I went out with her for dinner and movie. It is fun. Really, I have no regret for spending time with her cause she’s my best friend in U. The best part comes after movie. We want to go back to USM from Gurney and passed by Green Lane Mcd to get an ice-cream. Guess what? We just realized how big Penang could be. We totally lost our way. I still remember, we came out from Gurney at around 11.30p.m and we spent more than 1 hour going back to USM without getting the ice-cream. Sigh, horrible? I know it’s horrible but I can do nothing about it. Anyway, on our way back to USM, somehow Won Lin appears on my mind and I just feel like calling her. Thanks to her, we didn’t go round and round the Penang the whole night. We rushed back to USM and decided to give up our precious, sweet ice-cream. So after hanging out with Won Lin, we go back home. Guess what I did after I reached home? Yap, of course, I take my shower 1st. Then, continue with my animation. So I ended up sleeping at 4 in the morning.

I tell myself; no way am I going to watch anything the next day. I really need to study. So here I am, after posting this post, I’m going to study. So let’s pray together that I would really study. Who knows what will I do after half an hour? Haha. I shall end here. Take care and have a nice day~

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No title~

I always feel that it is very tough for me to think of a good title for my blog post. Today, I have decided not to put any title for my post. I just want to share my feeling and thought and why should put a title for it. I’m not making the story and therefore, I have no title for it. Sorry for all the lame sentences. I just feel like doing some nonsense.

Today, Won Lin is asking help from us. She really needs somebody to help her in her debate circle. Actually, I really want to join her but thinking of every night’s stay back and preparation for the competition, I think I’m too old for it. Okay, I admit that it is just an excuse. I couldn’t commit in it as I could foresee the result. I don’t want to create more trouble for myself and I absolutely wouldn’t want to spoil the friendship between me and Won Lin. By the way, why am I so interested in joining the debate team in the first place? Well, I think I could develop well and learn a lot of new things from it. I joined debate before when I’m in form 3. It was a sweet memory; at least, thinking back from now, it is indeed sweet. Actually, it wasn’t that sweet at that time. We do quarrel and the team doesn’t really function well. Though I’m the leader for the team, I don’t feel my presence is important in the team. It seems to me like I’m the least important person in the team and even without me, they can still make it and maybe even better than when I’m in the team. Opps, I’m a bit off.

Back to the topic, so what is my topic? I don’t even have a topic and that’s why my thoughts run wildly and randomly. Normally, I don’t have class on Thursday. Thanks to our National Day (Independence Day) we are forced to make class replacement. The morning class is not that interesting, probably because all of us are only half-awake and could hardly focus on the discussion. By the time we are awake, the class ends. So I don’t really contribute much in the morning’s discussion. At night, I have another class replacement. Well, night class is always very excited. I’m sorry that I have not finished the book when I enter the class. Anyway, it is a very interesting class. We’re discussing about the book “The Buddha of the Suburbia” by Hanif Kureishi. I cannot comment anything about the book as I have not completed the book. I’ll share my thought when I complete the book. ^^

The whole day I feel like watching movie. Too bad, I never get the chance to watch it tonight. There are a lot of nice movies but I just can’t get companion to watch with me. Sigh.

My mind cannot function well anymore for the time being. Guess I’m too tired, so I better get a early rest and have a sweet dream. Take care everyone and have a nice day.

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Just some Sharing~~

I’m feeling very upset and tired now. Today is my 1st time to lead the worship team in Sg. Ara Baptist Church. I have been worship leader at the age of 14 in my own church. I’m not trying to show off or whatever, but I think I have done my best today.

I’am so nervous until I can’t sleep tight last night, I keep on thinking what I’m going to do today.
I keep on telling myself not to be nervous and it’s better for me to sleep early than imagine all kind of nonsense. I just can’t help to be nervous. It’s a totally different church, different people and different way.

I appreciate the church for giving me the chance to serve. It’s not easy, I know, to give the opportunity to the newbie to lead the “worship leader” role. I really think that I’ve done my best and after the Sunday Service, I still think that I’ve done a great job. I got a lot of good feedback and of course, I’m happy. Not to say I’m proud but happy in a way that I’ve done things well.
There’s one particular feedback that really make me think about it over and over.
“It” is saying (sorry, no offend, I’m not trying to objectify the person, just that I don’t want to make the person’s gender obvious, so I use “it”) that “Well, perhaps you have done quite well today and I could see the potential in you. But, somehow I think I can’t feel the existence of the Holy Spirit through your leading. Perhaps you’re not well-prepared”.

Actually, I feel very hurt at that time. It’s assumption that “I’m not well-prepared” hurts a lot. I mean you could say things like you have space of improvement or I believe you can do it better next time. “I think maybe you’re not well-prepared” really hurt me. I mean how you judge a person to say that he/she is not well-prepared when you’re not with he/her when she’s preparing the whole thing?

That’s my 1st thought when it’s talking to me. I’m quite upset but I manage to calm myself and show a very calm look and even to discuss the whole situation with it. After the conversation, I’m feeling very depress and I just wish I could find someone to talk about it. Is it the worship leader’s role to make the audiences feel the existence of the Holy Spirit? I thought my job is to lead the audiences to worship God and somehow the audiences have to play their role? All the thoughts keep running on my mind. I can’t stop myself from feeling upset and depress.

Today, the pastor is teaching us to do according to God’s will and the key is to be humble. We have to let go and let God. So I started thinking, the comment from “it”, is it the clue that God wants me to think about it? Am I being too proud of myself and forget to give all the honors to God? Am I being very self-centered that what people said about me is unacceptable to me?
I was struggling to come out with a conclusion. I hope that someone could just tell me that “Yeah, it’s your fault and you should change” or “Nope, it has nothing to do with you. You don’t have to be so upset”. Arrgh~ So what should I do?

I’m thinking that maybe “it” doesn’t mean the way I interpret and things are not just as bad as I thought. Perhaps I should just treat it as a reminder and try to do better next time. Yeah~
I shouldn’t be so upset, it’s nothing big deal. Everything will be fine. Yeah~

By the way, I have just a very nice movie just now during youth. It makes me think about it and maybe some of the concept I could apply in my daily life. It’s a testimony about how God could do things which are out of your expectation and imagination. The key is whether you have faith in God. Sometimes, actually every time, I’m very proud of myself. I depend a lot on myself, not that I never pray or distrusted God. I always think that I should at least do something so that I could lighten God’s burden. How silly I am?!

Can you imagine? I’m being so kind to offer some help to the almighty God. Yea, this movie makes me think and know how silly I am. God doesn’t need my help at all. He’s the creator of the world and he’s the master of my life. I might face a lot of difficulty and I might not be able to settle it myself. What can I do? Just leave it to God. Have faith, pray and leave it to God. He’ll make things done out of your imagination and expectation.

I have learned my lesson today. I just have to do my best and leave the rest to God. “With God, everything is possible”. Maybe I could just apply this theory to my sharing earlier. Why should I be so upset? God is taking care of everything. What I need to do is do my best and leave the rest to God.

Basically, these are something I would like to share today. Hopefully you have gained something from it. I’m not here to preach or teach, it just a sharing of my experience. Take care and have a nice day.

Here are sharing from my fren.
Always always remember,
When you can’t, GOD can..
When you are the neediest, He is the most sufficient.
When you are completely helpless, He is the most helpful.
When you are totally dependent, He is absolutely dependable.
When you are the weakest, He is the most able.
When you are most alone, He is intimately present.
When you feel the most useless, He is preparing you.

When it is the darkest, He is the Only Light you need..
When you feel the least secure, He is your Rock and Fortress..
When you are the most humble, He is most gracious.
In the course of life,
God has a plan for you.
In the hard times of life,
God has a HOPE for you..
In all of life,
God holds a LOVE for you….

I miss my home and I haven’t bought the ticket to go home during Raya. Ah, May, help me~^^

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Happy 21st B'day to MYSELF~~

Finally 21 years old d...

Time really flies and now I'm already 21 years old....

From today onwards, I need to be responsible for myself d....

I'm so blessed to hav a very nice family....

A humuor daddy, caring mummy and a lovely sister....oh ya, not fogetting my PET dog, Blessing...^^

Looking back, everything's so well-planned...

I hav no trouble with my family or friends...

everything is so smooth...

Though I almost lost my mummy when I'm young, but God is so good to me that He actually save mummy's life...

Moving from Penang to J.B, i hav no problem wif settling myself....

school life is memorable and i hav some very good frens that play an important role in my life....

I hav Jing Jing, Charmaine, Lee Ying, Wai Xin, Kok Kok and a lot more (Sorry, if i left anybody's name here)

Attending form 6 is another exciting life...

Its tough and boring, i wont deny that fact...

but its wonderful with Lai Lai, Vitha and Anna...

Lai Lai, especially, we eat together, play together, study together, lame together and her ultimate dream is bathe together...(sorry ya Lai, i nvr fulfil ur wish)

U life all together different from my secondary school life...

I get to meet May, Won Lin, Z, Maggie, Kah Voon, Yi Feng, my BIG wife...

not forgetting my housemates and my ex-roomates...

May alwiz bring me everywhere i need to go...

she's a very nice gal and she flies all the way from KL to JB jz to attend my b'day party...

so sweet of her...

My Lin Lin's a smart gal, taught me a lot of reality fact...

not forgetting Z, (my Fai Fai), haha, help me a lot to get through when I'm having troubles...

He's a very helpful person, he would spend time explaning to me the things that taught by teacher...a very intelligent guy...

My church family in Sg Ara Baptist Church is another sweet story...

They accept me as one of them and taught me a lot of things...

bout bible, bout the attitude in serving God, bout love n etc...

So i hav my second home in Penang...^^

Wow, so many ppl appear in my life and i cant possibly mention all...

but I really appreciate whatever u guys hav done for me...

Again, I wanna thank to those who attended my b'day party on 22nd of Aug...

thank you those who celebrated my b'day on 24th of Aug in Sg. Ara Baptist church...

thank you those who sent me all kind of b'day wishes through facebook or sms or e-mail...

and thank you in advance to those who are going to celebrate my b'day wif me ltr...

I feel really touched for everything u hav done for me...

Thank you for everything and lastly, thank God for everything...

He's the reason we know each other and he's the master of my life....

I shall stop here...If so happen I miss out ur name, sorry bout that.....

Take care and hav a nice day...

miss n love u lot...

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Jane Eyre: A Book Review

Hi all, long time din blog..(not tat long actually)

Well, y i keep on blogging bout books recently...

Eh, I'm studying Literature so basically I'm dealing with BOOKS~~

so here I'm, sharing my oral presentation that I'm going to present tomorrow morning...

Jane Eyre is one of my favourite book...^^

I really love the story and the way how a lady fights for her principles...

there are a lot of times she's facing all kind of struggles, and she tends to give up...

but she prays to God and she takes the right path....

I admire her attitude in facing life...

She holds on to her principles....

I hope tomorrow's presentation ll runs smoothly and really hope that they ll enjoy my presentation as I really want to share with them...

Everything ll be fine i hope and i jz nid 2 present my best...

Cant wait for tomorrow presentation...

Yeah...n I'm going home tomorrow's night...

so cool ya...^^

mummy misses me a lot la...wahahah...

k then, again, a reminder....

I'm having my 21st B'day Party on 22nd of Aug at 7p.m in my house....

See u guys then...

miss n love u lot...

muack muack...

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Animal Farm~

Animal Farm by George Orwell is a famous novel I guess...

n i'm currently doing a assignment on it...

my focus is on one of the minor chracters in the novel~~~~Boxer....

Boxer is the strongest animal in the farm but sad to say he is not intelligent or i would rather say he's stupid....

Actually, Boxer is born to be a tragedy cuz he doesnt has his own thought...

he follows everything blindly...

a person without his own thought would not be able to survive..

even he/she is able, her life would be in a miserable state...

Poor Boxer, he should be partly responsible with his tragic ending...

Things would be different if he has his own thought.

Sigh..Anyway, i'm done wif Boxer and i'm having lot of fun dealing wif him...

hopefully Dr. Suzana ll enjoy reading my assignment..

I hope wat i hav done is not nonsense to her...

Haha...

ll upload new post soon...

see ya..

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Happy B'day,my dear Lai Lai~^^

Happy 21st B'day~~

A Fine Day~~~

Nothing much happened today...

everything is fine and smooth....

as usual, morning 9a.m tutorial class...

today, we discuss bout tree diagram for morphology...

nothing much, it's jz a revise 4 me as i hav learned it before...

then my English class...

today's quite fun...

we hav impromptu presentation...

its so fun to see other ppl's funny reaction...

ya, there's a question about if u're a rabbit and u met a hungry tiger, how would u persuade the tiger not to eat u?

my answer is

" Dear Mr. Tiger, all animals are equal in the world, so you shouldnt eat me cuz we're supposed to be fren. Friends are meant to help each other not to hurt each other. I know u're hungry, but I'm seriously not supposed to be ur food. I can introduce some nice food for u. Btw, U hav to remember an important phrase "FOUR LEGS GOOD, TWO LEGS BAD". So both of us are four legs, so we're the good one in the world. Those who hav two legs are bad and you should eat them. If u dunno which is bad, I'll show u. So lets make a deal, U dun eat me and i fine food for u. Cool? "

Well, act i din get to answer in the class, cuz my number is very behind...

but everytime when ppl's answering i'm act having my own script inside my head...

so though it's bored sometimes, i hav my own fun in a way...

too bad is jz tat i din get to share wif others...haha..^^

afternoon class is kind of confused...

i mean about thr morph...

i kind of understand but still couldnt really make my mind clear...

so i still nid time to really digest it...

trust me, i ll come out wif a conclusion de...^^

so tat's all for today...

see ya....

miss n love u lot..

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A Pack day~~

Tuesday's alwiz my busiest day....

I hav 3 major class in a row....

so basically early in the morning...

9-11a.m, I hav HXE 210 which is 19th and 20th century novel...

its a very interesting class....

it involves a lot of discussion but normally i'll remain quiet in the class...

it doesnt mean tat i've nothing to say...

it's jz tat i din get the chance to speak out my mind...

n also i'm too shy to speak in front of the crowd...

then straight after tat class i hav another major class fr 11-1p.m...

this course is HET 213- Structure and Grammar in Eng...

basically, its dealing with morphology and syntax...

again, the class is an intesting one...

the lecturer is so lame tat he brings lot of laughter in the class...

i enjoy his class very much...^^

finally, i get to hav 1 hour break in between to hav my lunch and also to relax my mind...

the next class is the tough one and the lecturer is very strict...

the next course is HXE 211 which is Literary Criticism....

wow...I alwiz feel so tension when i enter the class...

we're learning colonialism, post-colonialism, colonialist discourse, orientalism....

these are the tool for us to use in anlysing a text which could be in any form like poem, short stories and even novel...

it's actually quite nice if the lecturer is not the strict...

anyway, i got my two assignments today...

cool rite?

one is due on 14 of Aug and the other one is on 25th of Aug...

they keep on warning us not to submit late...

no worry, i'm a good student...

so i'll surely submit it on time de...haha...^^

k then, shall stop here...

ll update soon...so keep the tune...

miss n love u lot...

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Weird Case to Share~~~

I dunno wat happen recently...

stranger keep on pestering me through my phone...

I'm trying to call my fren to ask him stuff...

but accidentally call to the wrong number...

so after that that guy keep on calling n calling though i told him its wrong number...

finally, my fren helps me to pick up n scolded him n he dint call me after tat...

phew...before tat he miss called me 15 days without me picking up once...

seriously mad ppl...

today, again, somebody msg me asking me how r u....

so i ask him who r u? (cuz i jz changed a new phone so i lost almost every contact...)

then he told me he's looking for someone name "Engrey"....

so i told him sorry, i'm not...

then he started all kind of nonsense...

asking me wat's my name, how old n stuff...

i tried to ignore him then he said he comfirm i'm Engrey and said i hate him....

Ah~~~~~~~~

i told him again I'm not his fren n stop talking to stranger....

wat happen to my phone num a?

did anyone simply give away my phone num??????

Ok, forget it...

i jz pretend i see nothing and stop calling or msg me.....

I DUNNO WHO U ARE~~~~~~

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I MISS LAI HUI YING~~~~

Wow, it has been a long time since i last blogged.

Not tat i purposely dun wan to blog but it's jz due to bad internet connection n of cuz buzy uni life...

Then nobody is rushing me to update my blog so i take my own time doing other stuff lo...

well, this's my 3rd week in uni...

its amazing i'm now in my 2nd year.....

time really flies....

but i'm grateful with wat i hav gone through...

i hav learn a lot...and sometimes i paid a lot to learn a lesson...

I'm glad i can learn by just paying money...bcuz there are so much things u learn wif regret and there's no turning point...

for me, i'm able to make a U-turn....

its a blessing to get the chance to learn...

now everything is settled, i dun cry anymore...

i can face my struggles and challenges calmly d...

everything is fine..

ok, complete talking bout uni, lets talk bout my old frens...

Sorry Jing n Lai Lai, i couldnt make it for ur 21st b'day celebration...

no worry, u guys can come 2 my 21st b'day party instead..Yay...

haha...Lai Lai, of cuz i miss u a lot ya...

I feel so sry i couldnt make it for ur b'day party...

but i got training tat time...

so i couldnt make it...

sorry...

but we'll see each other soon..

take good care of urself...

i'll blog as often as i could now...

cuz i hav my very own internet connection...

everything's so cool n settled...

do check up my blog ya...

miss n love u lot...

muacks...

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1st week in Uni~~~~

Love the World~Part 2

Hi all, so the three of us are the winners in the camp...Fr left, Me, being the 3rd position, they said that I'm the loser. The middle one, My dear Lai Lai, being the 2nd position, claimed that she's the winner..So, the right one, my dear sis, leads the champion...Yeah...^^

Me n Lai, so sweet..see the pink flower on her hand..She's too naughty, so the sweety Jie Jie (the clown) gives her a ballon, so that she could sit down quietly n not make noise. Haha..(Sorry, Lai, this's my blog, so i talk nonsense also wont kena tahanan ISA..Haha...)

Zhen has been bully Lai Lai in the camp...so this's her tragic ending...haha...Dun simply bully others ya...^^

This's just some acting..so it doesnt look as real as the previous pic..Lai force me to kiss her and then she act pity then my sis take the pic..haha..^^

This's Tzi Mang...she's so cute right? So i took her pic lo...^^

This is the environment friendly workshop...they are learning through watching some video clip...that little indian boy couldnt see the screen and so he's doing nonsense...haha....

Again, we're still in the environment friendly workshop...they're listening to T. Anna...can see that it's a really interesting class and everyone's paying full attention..^^

The environment friendly workshop's decoration...so nice le..got pond, flowers, fish and trees....

Another workshop...Its vegetables and fruits workshop..they are doing some art craft...using poster colour and vege to make photo frame..oh, that's T. Lina...

After listening to T' Lina's explanation, they start doing on their own..wow..so colourful...^^

They try making stuff by using vege and fruit..they show their thought with creative decoration..dun ask me wat's this...it's jz sth they wan 2 show..haha...^^

All kind of fruits and vege for them to see, feel, touch, smell and taste...^^

They are trying to introduce healthy food and unhealthy food..see how creative is the ticer, stapple the food on the tree..haha..^^

The animal's workshop...These are the kids i lead this two days..N the ticers incharge are T. Mariana and T. May..they learn about the endangered animals and know how to protect them...They also learn bout pets and their responsibility to hav a pet..

I only get to introduce three workshops..they are actually two more workshop to go...but due to some technical prob, i'm not able to show here...i'll try to get other pictures ready asap and post them here...so be patient..see ya soon..

miss and love u lot...oh ya, before i forget..

I, Grace Yeoh would like to say thank you to Miss Lai Hui Ying for her help in these two days' camp. We're sorry for not having the chance to treat you. Please give me a chance to treat you when you're free. Miss and love you lot.

K then, done my blog..see ya...ll be going to KL tomorrow..Yeah...^^

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Dark Room Exp~~

Weird title? well, this's sth i jz go through today...

i'm supposed to go for piano class every Thur at 4.30pm...

but today at round 3p.m, after i hav well-prepared to go for piano class, my piano ticer called and said that she's sick and so today's class is cancelled...

well, i'm kind of disappointed cause i hav done my part and hope to learn new stuff...

anyway, so coincidence my dad's home today, so we decided to watch a movie instead...

there'a a show i really want wo watch "Night at the Musuem 2"...

and if we go there before 6p.m, my sis and I could get student price...

so we went there to watch the 4.50p.m show...

everything's so cool that i even get to buy meatball...(I love meatball, C.S's cinema doesn't supply meatball..><)

anyway, the show's cool and everybody's laughing happily...

when Lary is talking Eistein, the cinema suddenly black out...

i tell you it's totally dark that not even a light is on in the room...

the best part is, my daddy, my sis and i din bring our hp along..

But, i'm glad i hav Bay-G watch which could provide me some dim light...(sounds like i'm doing advertisement for Baby-G)

we could do nothing but sitted there waitng for further instruction...

after round 15~20mins, somebody finally turns up..

they ask us to get a cop on our ticket and we could go back anytime in one week time to redeem our show..

i jz told myself, i would rather go to C.S next time since i'm paying the same price for the show...(there's only one prob wif CS's cinema~which is no meatball...><)

i'm now having trouble to think of a day to go back to the cinema and watch the show again...

sigh...a bit down la..wat the~~okok, no worry, everything ll be fine...

k then, this's my SUPER SPECIAL experience in a dark room...

hopefully i wont hav to go through it again anymore..

ll update soon, miss n love u lot..

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Love the World~~~~

This is the HOTTEST topic nowadays...


everybody talks about environment friendly, love our mother earth, say no to plastic bags, white coffin and so on...

even kindergarten promotes this concept...

so our coming children camp is bout "LOVE THE WORLD"...

we're going to teach the kids how 2 take care our earth, from protecting ourself to protecting the endagered animals to protecting the environment...

it needs everyone's effort and co-operation...

through workshop and games, they are going to hav so much fun...

Yea, they'll be so happy running all over the school, exploring and learning through fun...

while we, the teachers hav some much preparation works....

Fr decorationg the classroom to organising games, preparing art craft, all take effort and time..

everyone's busy with different works....wow...cool ya...

let me promote a bit bit bout the coming camp...^^

it helds on 30~31 May 2009, in other words, this coming Sat n Sun...

venue: Unity Kindy House

Tomorrow ll be our last day for preparation, a bit scary, much more things to follow up...

Jia you Jia you... hopefully everything ll run smothly and hav a great camp....

ll update soon...miss n love u lot..

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I love Shopping~~~

Yeah...Today's a GREAT day...

As usual, Sun's my BUSIEST day....

Early in the morning, got to pack myself to church...

then stay for youth fellowship...

Today's lunch is wat i wanted to eat since i'm back to JB...

guess wat's it? KFC~~~

I know Lai's expression ll be "GET A LIFE"....

Penang got no KFC ah?

Paiseh, i dunno y i jz feel like eating lot of things at home...

i'm so going to gain weight...oops...this's bad...><

well...after lunch is SHOPPING time...

i dun really shop cuz there's nothing much in Permas Jusco...

but i like their "ting ting"...I play drum wif my sis n Yi Zai...

guess wat?! I WIN all the time le..Thx to lai..cuz her name got double WIN...

so she pass her luck to me...Yeah~~Love u lot..haha...^^

Though i dun really shop there, i get to buy 4 books...

y 4? cuz buy 3 FREE 1...haha..^^

anyway, tats the 1st part of my shopping adventure...

At round 4, we went back home to rest n prepare for our 2nd round shopping journey...

basically i jz came back fr City Square...I cant even wait to take my bath, straight away sit in front of my comp typing my blog post..So "SEMANGAT" le...haha...^^

i bought lot of stuff n i'm so happy n satisfied...yeah...

oh, so wat did i buy ah...

hehe...

i bought stuff fr Skin Food...

i hav decided to take good care of my face...

cuz tat day when i went to facial, the staff said though i'm young, my face looks like OLD ppl face...

i'm so ANGRY la...where got old la? i look so pretty n young...

BUT...still their words affect me, so i buy some stuff to fix my face..."Action speaks LOUDER than words" wat...

then as usual, take a look at CUTE shop then i bought sth for MAY...haha...

Lai, dun jealous ah, cuz i noe u dun like stuff fr CUTE shop all the time...

then i'm so excited, cant wait to tell MAY...

BUT...she nvr picks up her phone..sad sad...

I hope she'll like the gift, even IF she dont, i'll still force her to use it..haha...

How could i be so evil ah?! No la, i'm a sweet ANGEL, I wont do such nonsense de la...

then i get to buy gift for my piano ticer...

FINALLY...cuz Teacher's day past long ago d..

but its d thought tat counts rite? its a very lovely gift..yeah...^^

ok, tats all for today...

I'll find another day to shop for clothes, shoes, pants n others...

today jz shop for nonsense nia..haha...^^

miss n love u lot...ll see Lai soon...

waiting for MAY to come JB n find me...

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My Treasure~Sweet Family~~

I'm glad to hav a great family...

they really are my supporter n guidance...

at least they are beside me when i'm facing prob..

especially my mum, she gives me advise n help me in lot of ways...

daddy claims tat he helps me lot too...

he says a lot of things which is for my own good...

i understand perfectly well...

Zhen has been giving me a lot of pressure n stress in settling the prob..

so i scolded her n warn her not to do so again...

cuz she means a lot to me, n i wont hurt her in any way...

K then, i shall stop here, any quest jz ask me personally...

i dun wanna make things worse..

miss n love u lot...

ll be seeing Lai Lai tomorrow..

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What's the Prob wif my phone?!

I jz dun understand y Lai Lai has prob wif all my phones?!

Not only wif both my phone, she also has prob wif my sis's phone...

Tats really funny n till now i still dun get it?

She's d ONLY one who complains my phones a lot...

y a?

I noe sometimes i'm very terible till i dunno where i put my phone, switch them off n so on...

but i dare say i ON my phone for Lai Lai...

n i put my phone near me d...

still she cant get through my phone...

she said i NVR on it n tats y she can get me...

she got witness somemore...

tats so UNFAIR...

i got witness too a...

I really ON my phone la, serious...

I shouldnt swear...

haha...I'll swear if i couold...too bad i cant...sigh...

lai, trust me, i really did on my phone...

i'll try check ut wats the real prob k?

n i'll make sure u can find me anytime, anywhere u wan k?

I'll try my BEST...^^

miss n love u lot, dear...

ll be seeing u soon....

muack...

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I have been thinking very hard recently how 2 settle a problem I'm currently facing...

well, nobody can really helps n i'm strrugling finding a way to solve it...

its act not tat tough if i could a bit heartless n straight forward...

but i dun wanna to hurt someone's feeling...

pls dun force me to say sth i dun wish to...

it'll hurt u n make me feel guilty...

i think i hav done sth damn stupid AGAIN...

n now, having trouble to settle it...

if u're looking for me recently, then u'll find out its so difficult to find me...

i'm sorry bout it, cuz i nid 2 keep my phone away fr me so tat i can hav some peace...

Lai a, not tat i'm heartless la...

if i'm heartless enough, i would hav been able to settle this prob long enough...

sorry, hav 2 make it call to my house...

but i'm glad at the same time tat u could find me through my house phone...

at least i'm not so disconnected fr d outside world...ha..^^

my emotional has been quite unstable these few days...

but no worry, i'll handle it..

i'll not let my emotion takes over me...

life still need to go on...

so we got to be strong n face the truth...

i think i hav not make myself clear enough...

mayb wat Zhen said is right...

i got to be heartless so tat thing would not go worse...

k then, i shall settle it...

ll be updating soon...

miss n love u lot...

Lai a, sorry 4 disappearing long...i'll make sure we meet asap...

see ya then...^^

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I HATE Mr. Xiao Qiang!!!!

Well, u might be wondering who this Mr. Xiao Qiang is...

let me explain it....

Mr. Xiao Qiang is actually a nick name for cockroach...

y i hate cockroach so much?

Bcuz, it is black, disgusting n the moment i see it i'll scream...

actually, if it stands far away from me, i'm ok wif it de...

But this incident happens last night when I'm taking bath alone....

I'm quite moody tat time n i'm thinking over sth...

then suddenly i feel sth fall on my feet...

i thought its jz my hair falling so i din take notice...

then suddenly i realised sth is not right...

so i kick my leg n i saw it...

can u imagine?

i dunno where it falls fr but it's on my feet moment before...

then i cant help myself but keep screaming...

my family members thought i was killed or sth, scream until like dunno wat the hell....

at last, i get scolded for screaming...sad sad...

so i hav decided to hate cockroach for the rest of my life...haha...^^

a lot things happen recently n sorry for my late update...

beside tat horrible incident, i hav changed my job recently...

well, i'm still working in the same place but diffrent job...

i'm working as a relief teacher in the 1st week...

n currently working as a office gal...

so got a lot of documents to handle...tired man...

but its fun at the same time...

i get to do different stuff n i wont get sore throat...^^

finally, i got May's msg today...

she has been disappear for days n finally she contact me...

can u imagine how happy i m?

wat else?

yea, i'm planning holiday trip now...

thinking of where to go...

at 1st, mummy wanna bring me oversea de...

but thinking bout H1N1, the plan is canceled....

we dun wanna to hav our 1st oversea trip n it ends up our last oversea trip...

so after long consideration, most probably ll be in M'sia or S'pore..^^

i'm really looking forward for the trip...

i really wanna enjoy n then get back to my tension, pack n busy U's life...

then i wont regret...yeah~~~~

oh ya, i'm gonna attend my fren's 21st b'day...

mummy keep asking me if i wanna celebrate n hav party...

i do consider having one...

but hav 2 wait for my sem timetable only i ll get to noe when'll be my holidaysn how 2 arrange the party n stuff...

everything's unknown...so i'll hav 2 plan...

but i'm glad 2 attend other's b'day party...

so i'll get an idea on how 2 work out a perfect b'day party....

so wait for my further news...i'll update my life asap...

miss n love u guys lot...

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Update~Update~~

Hey guys, I'm back..Yeah...

2 days nvr blog d...hav been extremely busy recently...

lot of things i would like to share...

so lets start it one by one...

1st, I'm chaging fr Digi Postpaid to Digi Prepaid...

let me warn u, if u wan to do the exact same thing like me...

then u hav to be patient, seriously extremely patient, cuz its a very complicated matter...

1st, u hav to change fr Digi Postpaid to Maxis Postpaid...cool rite?

then, fr Maxis Postpaid change to Maxis Prepaid n then finally change to Digi Prepaid..

its damn complicated rite?

Y cant Digi jz help me to change fr Postpaid to prepaid in the 1st place?

ARGH~~~~~

So it spends me bout 1 week or so to settle this prob...

I'm settling it fr Penang to KL n then back to JB...then only i manage to settle everything...

I dun wanna repeat d same thing again...

Sth i would like to share here are Maxis is indeed having a very good quality service...

they act fast n they r very efficient...

So y i still choose Digi? The only reason I'm using Digi is bcuz its CHEAP...

extremely cheap compare to other network...

sigh..tats wat ppl said 一分钱，一分货...ask me wat it means if u dun understand..haha...
I'm sure Shymi ll be d 1st one who ask me so...^^

2nd, I went to S'pore yesterday...

this's d 1st time i'm going through using d new Kastam...wahahaha...

I would say its very beautiful...

BUT~BUT~BUT~~~~

i jz dun understand its structure...

y we hav to make a big round to S'pore when we act hav short cut?

Anyway, if anyway wanna go S'pore...

i think i can lead though i'm not very familiar wif it...

but we can be having lot of fun finding ways..

I think May ll surely love this idea..May a, S'pore's jz an island too...so we wont get lost de...

If we really get lost, we could alwiz swim back to M'sia de..haha...^^

3rd, swimming class today in school...

i think all kids love water...

as usual, they r extremely happy wif the swimming class...

act its not a formal swimming class, its jz kids having fun playing wif water in the pool...^^

Teacher jz guide beside...my kids are old enough to take good care of themselves...

so i'm jz make sure they r safe outside the pool...^^

its really fun seeing their happy smiling face...

but they did nonsense on me too...

they splash water on me when I din notice them...so i ended up wet..sob sob...

i nvr expect me to be wet la...

its act full of fun...^^

My dear Felicia take a bus today to Melaka...

so u would be back to Sarawak on the 12th of May n tats end her holidays trip...

I wont blog bout her anymore till i met her next time...

Mayb i'll met her in Miri, we're still planning the trip...Yeah...

she keeps on assure me Sarawak's not ulu, especially where she stays...^^

k then, I think i shall stop here...

ll keep upate de...

miss n love u lot...

p/s: Opps, I left out sth...I jz got my CHRISTMAS present fr Lai Lai...So sweet of her....I love the gift so much, my dear..she wont be seeing this line soon cuz she says she wanna keep away fr internet temporary...Anyway, love u to the max, my dear...^^

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2nd Day at work~~

I shouldnt put this title de~~

cuz if i continue to blog...then d title ll go on n on..

I'll most probably working for around 2 months...

so there ll be 3rd day at work, 4th day at work n so on....

i'll try my best to think of sth creative to be my post's title...^^

giv me some suggestions if u hav...

my fren's sister, Felicia is currently staying in my house..

she's a very cute, passion n blur gal...

she's extremely funny n bring lot of laughter for us...

she actually ask me not to blog bout her de...

but i think i should blog her since she's doing my work, tats y i'm free to blog..

so jz treat this as a token of appreciation...

wahahahahhahaha...so happy...

she actually wanna on MSN n chat wif her frens de...

too bad, i'm elder than her, so i'll play 1st...

woo hoo~~but dun worry, i wont tortue my fren de la...

i'll let her play later once i complete my blog...^^

then my mum ll complain again cuz she didnt get to do her work...

sorry mummy cuz i cant blog at home...

oh ya, forget to talk bout today's work...

hmm....nothing much to say...

kids are alwiz the combination of angel n the opposite of angel...

wat the tut m i saying? Paiseh...I shouldnt n couldnt say tat they r demon rite?

so u fill in the blank urself...^^

k then, shall stop here....

miss n love u lot...

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K1 Lovely Exp~~~

Hi all, I'm currently working as a relief teacher...^^

helping my mum in teaching K1 kids...

they are around 4-5 years old....

most of them are energetic...

they are cute, lovely n passion...

but they are quite confused wif my identity....

some of them call me da jie jie (which means big sister cuz i'm Mdm Khoo eldest daughter..^^), some of them would call me Grace jie jie n some of them who i hav taught before would call me T. Grace....^^

no matter wat they call me, i'll answer them by calling bao bei or dear....

they are indeed very cute~~

But...But...But....

they are very naughty n talkative at d same time...

u can hardly stop them fr talking unless u shout at them....

i hate shouting, cuz it makes me as though I'm a tigress...

I dun wan...I'm still single n available...I dun wan to scare my gentleman callers off....

Anyway, I love my job a lot...I love my children no matter how naughty they may be....

I'll update my life soon...see ya...

miss n love u lot....

Lai Lai, we r so going to meet each other soon....the 1st thing u nid 2 do when u see me is give me a BIG hug...^^

p/s: mummy's grumbling cuz i seize her laptop...wahahahaha...^^ Better give her back b4 she beats my butt..

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1st Day at Home~~~

Woo Hoo~~

I'm at home d....

my house's really full of food....

My mummy might think tat i've been starving for months, tats y she prepares so much food...

but it's her way to show tat she cares n loves me lot...

early in the morning, somebody has prepared breakfast for me....

then lun ch n dinner, everything's so well prepared tat i nid not to worry bout anything....

its really cool staying at home....

well, i have done nothing today the whole day....

jz watching animation, updating my MSN n ya epgrading my restaurant city...

its so much fun but act quite bored also......

i really wanna go out for a walk de...

but too bad mummy's sick n zhen zhen's busying going tuition....

left me being not so healthy but still able to keep awake doing nothing....

but no worry, i still hav days to go n i'll be extremely busy...

so if u wan 2 date me, make sure u make appointment wif me in advance...

tomorrow ll hav 2 bring my fren home, take care of her....

then send her to her aunty's house....

mon~wed, my fren's sister ll be coming over to JB fr Sarawak...

so again i hav 2 bring her here n there...

life's so busy but i'll make sure everything goes well de...

k then, shall stop here...

miss n love u lot...^^

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Feeling of Tired~~

I'm feeling extremely tired now...

but not really physically but mentally...

really feel like giving up...

I noe my frens ll be wondering...

I've done my final test n staying in my sweet home...

tat's nothing much i've to worry...

I really dunno wat 2 say n how 2 say...

actually i dun wanna make it a big deal...

i really wan 2 keep to myself but i think i cant...

its really a big burden n i really hope to get rid of it...

everytime when u tell me tat u're facing problems n u're drinking again...

i actually feeling very tired....

i dunno wat i can do to help u n i dunno how long can i take it....

i mean i've been working hard to work on it...

i alwiz wanted someone stronger to be beside me, to guide me, to cheer me, to support me...

i keep on telling myself, it's possible to make it de, if we really try n everyone plays their part...

i'm not blaming u for sharing ur problems wif me...I'm willing to listen to it...

but....Its jz not this way...

I really tired....i dun even noe how 2 face u...it jz doesnt work...

sigh....u alwiz ask me y i alwiz like 2 sigh....

not tat i like 2 sigh...but u're making me very worry...

i might not be any better than u but at least i wont giv up easily....

u'll nvr noe until u try...even if u failed, u still could be proud of urself cuz u've done ur best...

when i was in primary school, i like to join all kind of competition like singing competition, story-telling competition n so on....

i joined every year n i failed every year....

still i nvr give up cuz i'm happy wif wat i'm doing...

i'm not trying to prove anything, but i'm jz being who i m...

frankly speaking, i do wish n hope 2 get position....

but even i dun get any, i wont giv up any chance of joining...

tats my strong point, nvr giv up...

so wats urs? Pls tell me wats urs?!!!

I really wish to noe....really.....there's nothing to support me....

i'm supposed to tell u frankly n face to face....but i dun hav 2 courage....

i thought u should be able to think better than me...

after writing the whole post, i still couldnt get rid of my feeling of tired....

mayb i should jz go off now....

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Update my life~~

May and I have been taking pictures while we are waiting for WonLin. So when finally she came, we took pictures with her as a proof lo. She's so slow la...Sigh..Hopefully she wont see this line, or else she ll kill me..Please, dun tell her....

Can hardly see our eyes also...Smile until mouth so big...It's actually to show that we're very very extremely happy...^^

I'm calling WonLin to ask her to come down faster...But it takes so long to get her on phone. So May got nothing to do, then she took my pretty face lo. I look so cool rite? So professional in answering phone.. Ha..^^

This picture's still quite normal, though smiling, still can see our beautiful eyes.Yeah~~^^

We're trying to smile gently we did smile till so gentle n cute..We look so sweet rite? Love myself more n more when i'm admiring my pictures...^^

Sorry...Forget to update my life...

wahaha...jz post a blog about my sis...

then i jz realised i haven really updated my life...

so basically, I'm having my final exam now...

but it's going 2 end soon..

I'm waiting to finish my last paper then I'll be going home..^^

life has been busy n tough? busy is true la but tough ma...

i dun think my life is tat tough...

I know how 2 handle my life....

then wat else happening?

oh, my laptop spoil d...

so sad...cant on at all...

so hav 2 bring home n fix it...

based on wat my fren said, my laptop ll nid 2 reformat...

sigh...everything inside my laptop ll gone...

then...

cannot update d...

fren asking me to go off d...

wait ah...ll update very soon de..

take care...miss n love u lot...^^

p/s: At 1st, I really wanna update my life only. But thinking my dear May, i think i should post bout her since she cares so much for me. I'll find one fine day n blog bout her de, k? If anyone wanna date her, can ask me? I'll help her to arrange..^^

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My dearest sister, Zhen~~

Dear Zhen..this's the 1st time i use ur name to blog oh...

Thx a lot for caring me so much..

actually, everything's ok wif me d..

u got to trust ur sis ma..

I'm so smart, surely i noe how 2 handle n settle stuff rite?

I'm glad to hav u as my sis..

really, u're so nice to me...

proud to hav u as my sis..yeah...^^

anyway, i'm supposed to busy with my last paper recently...

BUT....

i'm NOT...haha....

instead, i'm having lot of fun...

but dun worry, i wont forget my duty as a student de...^^

another thing is i wont be going home soon....

so i hav bought the ticket to go KL on Mon...

ll shop a while there n might be going to Genting if we hav d chance...

no worry, though i'm not coming back early, i promise i'll buy u present de k?

let me see ya...wat should i buy le?!

hmm...Kuma-Kuma? Kuku-Malu? 

i noe la, u wan turtle la...

i miss home so much....

nvr see u for months d n i'm supposed to call home...

ok, i'll call u tonight...

then i should update my life...Yeah~~

Act i really wanna to go fo movie wif my frens de...

but i promised to watch a lot of movies wif u when i'm back rite?

So i din watch lo....

so prepare ur pocket money, make sure u hav enough money ya..

then i'll fetch u to cinema n treat u n u'll PAY for it...yeah~~

good plan rite?I hav been planning for days d...

wahahaha...

ok la, i noe i'm talking nonsense...

u nvr really miss me also..

keep on thinking about maple only...

nvm, when i'm back, we'll get cash card n we ll buy 2x exp card n we'll train together...yeah....

i'm so smart...No wonder u admire me so much...

ok, i should stop praising myself (though it's all truth)...^^

k la, Zhen, I ll be back soon n hav fun....

make sure u wont angry wif me n chase me out of room half way ya...

i'm coming back for 2 months only, so be prepared to bear wif me...^^

see ya then..

miss n love u lot...

we shall think bout Mummy's present when i'm back k?

Take care...

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Frustrated and Disappointed~~~~

Sorry guys, I dun wanna tell my problems in public....

I want to keep it as low profile as i can...

but i need a way out...

so this's jz basically a post bout my feeling n wat i think of the incident...

dun hav to ask me wat happen as it is jz a small case n i'll handle it...

I jz watched a show today named "He is just NOT that into you"..

for me, its quite real n this's really reality...

guys alwiz dunno how 2 speak frankly...

they hope to gain sth without paying or putting effort...

girls are different..we really try our best to do it, especially in a relationship..

In the show, there's a guy alwiz mixing around with girls...

He alwiz keep in distance fr the girls...he gains their thrust, love n care without putting effort...

he scare of getting hurt...he think only of himself...

if u really wan 2 protect urself fr getting hurt, then dun step into a relationship....

if u dun even hav confidence in urself, dunno how 2 love urself, then pls learn to do so before u even think of starting of a relationship...

really, love is not a game..

love eventually leads to marriage....

so think properly before u say sth...

or if u think d other misunderstand u, then make urself clear...

dun run away n not solving the problem...

u're making things worse n the same thing ll happen over n over again...

I'm not scolding anyone or blaming anyone...

this's jz basically how i feel n think...

So guys, please make sure u know what u're saying n dun hurt urself n the gal at the same time..

it hurts, it really hurts...dun think only u urself ll only get hurt...

I know someone'll come n ask me wat happen n stuff...

no worry, everything ll be ok....

ll still love u all lot de...

dun worry..

take good care of urself...

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No Pictures Updates!!!

Sorry for not updating for long...

i alwiz wanted to update my blog..

too bad my new house internet connection is very bad...

I cant really log in to my own blog...

sad sad...

there's a lot of update in my life...

cant really show u all those pictures...

anyway...

life has been busy as usual...

HIV/AIDS conference on 4th of April is very successful...

about 100 ++ people attended the conference...

Food and Beverage is more than enough that i could even save my dinner...^^

Study week has passed...(5th ~ 12th of Apr)

Mood has been very down for no reason...

get hardly pay full attention on wat i'm doing n wat i nid to do...

Tonight is cool...having lot of fun wif May, Michael and Sharon...

full of laughter...

but when i'm alone in room typing my blog...

i feel very lonely and down...

act when i'm wif them, i try to get rid of my down emotion...

i dunno wat i m worry bout...

i jz feel unhappy...

i wan somebody 2 talk 2 n at the same time i wish 2 remain silent...

it sounds complicated but this is wat i m going through...

not knowing wat 2 do...

i'm tired act, very very tired...

but i couldnt get to sleep...

my fren teach me how 2 relax..

but i noe its useless....

cuz i nid 2 clear my burden in my heart b4 i could sleep...

n i couldnt tell wat my burden is...

can somebody help me? lend me a helping hand? please...

I'm really lost and i couldnt get back my way...

calling home doesnt really help...

act calling anybody wont help me anyway...

cuz i cant tell my prob...

sigh...

i should go 2 sleep now, i noe...

but i m restless....

forget it...

I ll jz lay on my bed n try 2 sleep...

Nite all...

all the best for those who are having exam n ll be having exam...

Take care...

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Pictures + Updates = New Life!! ^^

These are all my coursemates. 6 pretty gals rite? Wahaha...Do I have to introduce them? Well, starting from the back row, from left to rite are Kah Voon, Big Wife (Big wife has her very own name de, Chieng Joh) , me n Yi Feng. The white shirt girl is Won Lin and beside her the blur shirt gal is Mei Geei - Maggie. We are all very close to each other. We took this before we went to LSP 300 class. Yeah!!!

Ok, this's the picture we took before the AGM meeting of Humanities school started. We actually looking forward to attend the meeting de. Somehow the system is so unfair and we are truly disappointed with it. Sigh.

Can see from our smiling face rite? Everything change after the meeting. But jz forget it, we hav nothing to do wif it anyway. Who cares?! Blek!!
My new room in my new house. All these boxes are books, bags n stuffs...

These are my beautiful cupboard and books shelf. Yeah!!!!

My bed with my laptop on, cuz wanna update my blog ma..^^

These are all my precious. Got Pinky, Bubbles, Ah Bone and cai zai. ^^ I noe la, a lot of ppl sure say WAH...But i can't survive without them ah....^^

Basically, u hav see all d pictures wif descriptions. This is what has been happening in my life these few weeks.

I got a test and a assignment to do...Everything ll be ok after tat...

All i nid to do after tat is jz focus for my final exam.

Oh ya, shy to share le..

Nvm la, ll keep it to myself 1st...

Ask me if u really wan 2 know...^^

Take care and hav a nice day!!

Miss n love u lots..

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Update! Update!! Update!!!

Me testing clothes in the testing room in Gurney. I'm trying to get white collor long sleeve shirt. So have been trying so many clothes in Gurney. This is the one which i love the most. But i didnt manage to buy it cuz its not consider collar. Somemore there is a big ribbon in front. Act the ribbon is the reason y i love this shirt. But in order to keep in low profile, i choose d other one lo. >.<
Yeah! Yeah!! Watching movie for RM 5 in school. We are from different etnic yet we could get along well. This is the theme they are trying to bring out. Act this is part of my project for SHE la. cool rite? I act put it in my project o. My prof sure like it a lot one.

I know u guys sure dunno wat movie i'm watching de. So this's the ad i would like to add in. TALENTIME, a very nice movie. Its coming soon oh~~ 26 of March. Please go n watch it if u're free. Its worth watching i would say. ^^

Oh, this pic is taken in Queensbay when I m with my dad enjoying tea-time. Yeah!! I love the pancakes. Somemore got ice-cream on top le. Lai ah, when u get 2 come to Penang, I'll bring u there. Its a house full of dessert oh.. U sure ll love it to the max de..trust me.... ^^

Sorry for not updating almost one week...

jz been through a busy week....

starting from Mon to Fri...

tired tired....

so what i hav been doing a?

hehe...

Tues - group discussion, Wed - HXE 109's test, Thur - presentation for LKM 400, Fri - Test for HET 123.

Its cool rite?

But no worry...

everything passed d...

I'm not working hard on my another assignment - Edgar Allan Poe..^^

It reveals the darkest side in ur heart...

woo~~woo~~woo~~

wait...

have to insert pic, for my dearest Lai Lai..^^

Dear ah, Iact wanna put all d pic here de..

But cant oh..

So u hav 2 see d pictures d only can read my blog.

All those pic upthere are recently one.

So that's how i look now...

Miss n love u lots.

Take care ya..

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Pictures! Pictures!! Pictures!!!

My roommate, Hua Ying. We went there together de.. Thats y we r eating the same thing. Very exp k? We are poor uni students, so we share lo. ^^

Very funny expression, I know. I haven get ready then my fren help me take d. Its name's shasha. I really ride on it. My 1st time riding horse experience oh!! Cool, right?

Yeah! We dint eat there actually. Just sitting there waiting for time to pass. So when gals got nothing better to do, they ll take pictures!!

Again, I m waiting for my fren to turn up. We hav to discuss assignment. But too bad, she or he (I cant remember who m i waiting for) is so slow. I take a few pictures lo since I m so pretty. ^^

Me n my big wife. She's d other one who has rank in my heart. Jz kidding la, she's a very hard-working gal. Alwiz do preperation and concentrate in class de. Bu too bad, she's taking pic with me when prof's talking in front. But no worry, class's big, so nobody ll notice us. ^^

Me n May..^^ May's my very good fren in USM. She's a very nice gal. She is kind, friendly and soft-hearted. So i love her a lot. ^^

This is my last sem Thursday's MCD gathering group. From left to right, May, me n Jason. Jason's a very nice guy (sometimes, most of time he is NOT. wahahaha)

Yeah!! My T-bowl experience. Very delicious dessert. I love dessert! Tats d reason y I m ...... wahahaha!!


I'm not going to write anything today! Jz post up some pictures for my dear Lai Lai to see...^^

All this pictures taken last year. Sorry ya, this sem too busy la..

No time to go here n there n take pic la..

Act got la..but all wif my frens..

I'll try 2 post more picture de k?

Take care and have a nice day!

Miss and love u lots..

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Poor May!!! Poor Me!!!

I finally get to sleep at 8 in the morning after the whole night doing SHE's assignment.

So the whole morning I was sleeping at home, and I sleep so soundly tat i could heard nothing..

Its really a nice rest...

Anyway, after i wake up..

My leg's pain, can hardly walk...

But i cant remember what happen..

I dun think i do sth on my leg...

Anyway, May didnt get to sleep at all...

she hav meeting at 7..

then suddenly got a lot of works to do...

poor May la..

when i was sleeping, she's busy doing work..

I feel so bad...

We managed to pay our school fees today before they close...^^

this's sth we're so proud of ourself...

after tat have "Breakfast + lunch + dinner" at Subaidah...

then i hav PM's ICX meeting...

Get my job, ll hav to look for sponsor 2 sponsor our HIV conference on 4th of April...

It's bout Food and Beverage's sponsor...

So ll try to ask sponsor fr Subaidah, McD, KFC n .....

Its all bout FOOD la...

though i like food a lot, this'll be the first time i look for someone to sponsor on my food...^^

wahaha...Hopefully we can get what we need...

K then, ll stop here...

I ll update asap de...

see ya..

take care and hav a nice day..

Miss n love u lots..

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