Merry Christmas! ^^

Merry Christmas, my dear family and frens....

Christmas is a very special day for today is d b'day of Jesus...

He's born today, with a mission 2 save u n me...

so today...

The SAVIOUR is born...

hooray....

its a good news...

so i m here 2 share this good news with u guys...

yeah....^^

well....

guess wat i m doing now?

emoing in my own room...

i really wish i m in JB....

wanna celebrate christmas in church...

in Penang...

i only feel like locking myself in d room...

anyway...

i m not suppose 2 share my sad things...

at least not today...

cuz today's a happy day..

well...

ya...

my room can online now wor...

though its very slow..

but its better than before d...

so i m feeling quite satisfied la...

k la...

i ll try 2 update my blog asap de...

if not SOMEBODY ll say my blog is a never update blog...

see u guys...

miss n love u lots...

muacks....

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Hi all...

long time never update my blog d...

i'm so sorry...

though i m suppose 2 enjoy my holidays...

i'm stuck 2 be "kakak"...

my kakak "put my family aeroplane"...(means she promise us sth but she didnt do it at last)

she was suppose 2 be back in M'sia in My house on 17th of Nov...

so on that day morning...

me n my dad hav 2 wake up really early n drive 2 KLIA 2 fetch her...

we r so sure that she ll be back....

but sad 2 say...

though she's very close 2 us...

still she cheated us...

she didnt come back...

not even a sms...

we r so dissapointed....

not bcuz of d money...

but she cheated us...

we really thrust her...

but she betrayed us...

sad sad...

anyway...

so i m doing my kakak's job now since d new kakak haven reach...

so pls fogive me 4 not updating my blog ya...

i miss u guys a lot...

Take care n do enjoy ur holidays...

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Hey guys, I'm FREE

Hi all, i know i seldom update my blog...

n some of u r so angry wif me 4 not updating my blog...

paiseh ya...

my room no connection la...

how 2 online? how 2 update?

anyway...

y m i so free 2 update my blog today?

well...

my exam ended yesterday...

cool right?

n i m out d whole day....

wow....

its so nice...

wat did i do?

hmm....
early in d morning, i go 4 my last paper...

then ends at 12....

then go crazy wif my frens...

go back 2 my room at round 12....

then starts 2 pack my room...

then talk nonsense wif my roommate...

then slept at 2 a.m in d morning...

then wake up today 8 sth in the morning....

then pack again...

then out4 lunch till now haven go back....

wow...

cool right?

i m like wasting my time...

yea...

i m wasting...

not only my time, but my money also...

ah......

i wish 2 go home soon...

then i wont hav 2 spend so much money...

anyway, guys....

i m going home tomorow night n hav my 1 month holidays....

yeah....

so call me n date me ya...

i ll be damn busy de lo....

k then....

hope 2 see u guys...

miss n love u lots...

oh ya...

b4 i end...

vitha...

u jz call me ONCE.....

n then u promise 2 call back....

n i waited n waitedn waited...

u NEVER call back again...

k then...

can end now d...

see u guys soon...

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I M Coming Back Again~~~

Wow...

Now only i noe it has been a long time since i updated my blog last time...

so how was u guys?

everyone's ok?

happy wif ur own life?

wow, this'll be d 3rd time i went back to my home...

but seriously...

everytime i go back, i never meet u guys..

mayb u all jz miss me only...

dun wish 2 see my face ah?

sad sad...

everytime say miss me a lot but never ask me out de..

so bad...

i noe if JIng saw this statement...

she'll surely kill me de..

but Lai Lai le, Vitha le...

everytime said i miss u so much...

everytime said we must hang out or sth like tat...

but none of it appear also..

anyway..

i just ended my 2nd last paper...

so ll be going home later..

yeah...

so anybody wanna date me out better make appointment before hand ya...

i m like a hot cake which eveeryone wanna date de lo...

so better be fast...

its totally siapa cepat dia dapat...

haha...

k la..

i shall stop here...

anything msg me ba...

i ll try 2 remember 2 reply de..

miss n love u lots...

take care n hav a nice day...

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I know u guys miss me LOTS~~~

Me n my coursemates..i noe u wont believe me but its true..i dunno wats d guy's name who's standing beside me..haha..then d 3rd one is Nabil n d Malay gal is Nani...i know this pic look like a funny combination...but...not my fault...they said wan 2 take pic de...so i jz take lo..haha..^^

From left to right is Shymi, Maggie (actually is Mei Gee), pretty me n Won Lin..haha..^^
Again, this time Won Lin hold d camera, so its Shymi, Maggie, Me n Uzir..
Ok, dun ask me y i act so 8, jz feel 2 do so, so i jz took d pic n edit. Now i noe i can edit pic so well.

haha..^^

Maggie's trying 2 act like me but she's more hmm..how 2 say...hmm...more "implicit" haha..
me n Maggie...actually we r taking photo at d roadside...so u can imagine how "AA" we r...2 pretty gal taking pictures le...haha...^^

hi all...

here i m again...

but no worry...

i m not moody nor depress this time...

i blog bcuz i feel like 2 blog...

so here i m...

i noe many of u miss me a lot...

so i decided 2 put a lot of my pic this time...

haha...

so perasan...

i noe there mz be somebody feel like 2 beat or wack me now d...

but jz bear wif me la...

i haven act perasan 4 a long time d..

so jz let me be k?

here u r...

pretty pic of a pretty gal...

haha...

pls prepare a plastic bag beside u...

if really cant stand d...

jz do watever u wan wif tat plastic k?

haha...

here we go...

Mooncake Festival~~~~

From left to right, Kah Voon, Zach, Me and Sarah..We'r all coursemate...

Again,from left to right, zhi shan, me, Nies, and Zach...We know them fr Amazing Race..^^
Obviously that cute lady in pink shirt is me, then Jo lynn n Zach...^^

Me n Kah Voon...So happy..We r going 2 BBQ...Yeah....^^
Again Kah Voon n Me, but add Sarah in..She's fr China...
food...food...food...Its all bout food...
Told u we r going 4 BBQ...So tempting...
Me...taking pic by myself...so cute...

Hey all..

i noe my blog have been very moody all d time...

well...

its mainly bcuz i was update my blog whenever i feel moody...

anyway...

i'm moody now too actually...

jz know that i hav 2 pass up my assignments next week...

so dead now...

but...

i'm not going 2 share my moody assignment things...

as u noe...

mooncake festival jz passed...

n i hav a great time on last Sat, 13/9...

there are some pictures i took tat day...^^

actually, i still hav a lot la...

but impossible 2 post all right?

so i jz pick n choose lo...

We r having a great time on tat day...

though it rains at d end..

we still hav fun...^^

k la..

ll jz stop here 1st..

i still hav a lot of pictures in my laptop...

never get d chance 2 post them...

so next time k?

see u guys...

i really gtg 2 complete my assignment d..

miss n love u lots..

take care n hav a nice day..

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On my way to be RECOVER~~~ ^^

I have been coughing for almost 1 weeks or more.

feeling so sick,headache,flu and coughing non-stop n ya, i even hurt my leg.

dun ask me y such things happen?

i dunno y but it just happen.

so i jz accept the fact i m sick and try to get well soon.

when i m sick, though i really dun feel well,

i m really touched by wat my brothers n sisters (from church) hav done for me.

Really, they are so sweet.

They send me messages and they pray 4 me.

n they show me that they really care.

Of cuz, I cant be a heartless person.

I have to give credits to my cousrmates who really care 4 me.

My beloved, May, Han Jing, Mei gee, Won Lin and lot more.

Especially Han Jing and May. ^^

thx 4 d medicine and sweets that u hav bought 4 me.

It really helps.

The weather's really bad nowadays in Penang.

thats d reason y i cant recover soon.

i did take good care of myself, drinking lot of water.

still it takes time to recover.

Mooncake festival is coming soon.

Too bad i cant go home 2 reunion wif my family.

but its ok, cuz all of us ll be looking at d same moon, thinking of each others.

it ll be so romantic..

i feel so sweet when i think of it.^^

I really miss my daddy, mummy n Zhen Zhen.

Daddy, mz take good care of urself ya.

dun make me feel worry 4 u..

I know u'll see this one day de..^^

Mummy mz take care also.

I cant afford to lose anyone of u..

Zhen ah, mz be a gd gal ya.

dun make mummy angry ya..

mummy hav u as her only daughter beside her now.

mz be a filial kid..^^

k la, i shall stop here..

talking nonsense all over the page la.

but dun feel like deleting it.

so jz bear wif it ya.

miss u guys.

take care ya.

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Tired me~~~

Hey all...

i know i never update my blog 4 long...

not tat i dun wan 2 update la...

its not tat i m very busy...

but actually i m busy...

wat the hell i m talking about?

well...

its just everytime when i tried 2 post my blog..

it ll soon end up in my recycle bin...

haha...

I didnt sleep for days d...

really really tired..

i wish i could sleep...

these few nights i ll jz wake up middle in the night n couldnt continue my sleep...

heart beat going very very fast..

feeling very uneasy and unsecure...

y ah?

since my b'day, its like tat d..

i jz dun understand..

there's no assignments 4 me 2 rush..

there's test but its not final exam..

its jz mid-sem test...

so y i m feeling so uneasy?

weird...

I seldom cried nowadays d...

is it a good sign?

u probably think its a yes..

but i tell u...

its no...

my heart-ache...

feeling get hurt....

y ah?

y ppl likes to hurt me?

i really feel like crying...

its really hurt...

but i keep on telling myself..

en,be brave..

mayb its better 4 me 2 be alone...

so tat nobody can hurts me...

i keep on pretend i feel nothing...

but it actually hurts...

very much...

tell me...

wat should i do?

sigh~~~~

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Going Home Soon~~~~~~

Hi all...

sure u all miss me a lot right?

hey i m...

coming home soon...

ll be taking tonight's bus at 8.30p.m...

yeah...

n then i ll reach J.B tomorrow morning....

Yeah...

miss home a lot...

miss daddy,miss mummy,miss zhen zhen...

miss everything at home...

just wish 2 be at home now...

I'm in my school's library now...

updating my blog...again..haha...

everytime i ll just update my blog in library one..

weird sia...

but used 2 it d..

anyway...

i went 2 Gurney last night...

just 2 hav longan...

so cute of us...

May Hsin's d one who's driving...

bringing me n zach all d way fr USM 2 Gurney...

it takes almost 1 hour 2 reach there...

then we watched Dark Knight at 9.15p.m...

n by d time i got home...

its already half past mid-night...

then only i starts 2 pack things...

haha...

late sia..

so i get 2 sleep 3a.m in d morning...

got up at 6 sth d next day...

packing my room...

n i m coming home soon...

yeah...

i hav 2 keep on repeating this line cuz i m really happy...

n ya...

i jz done my Aiesec's chit-chat session...

its fun...

then only i noe i can talk so much...

its suppose 2 end between half an hour...

but i spent almost one hour talking 2 d senior...

its so much fun...^^

well...

guess tats all i wan 2 say...

n i m looking forward 2 get home...

so guys...

see ya in J.B...

i hope i can meet u guys...

but considering i hav tons of assignments 2 complete...

so it ll be kind of hard la...

haha...

anyway...

jz very happy i ll be hoome soon...

see u guys....

miss n love u lots...

muacks...

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U life is not EASY!!!!

I cant remember who told me...

s/he said tatonce u gone through ur form 6 life n get into U,

u wont wan 2 go back 2 form 6 life...

well,its absolutely d other way round 4 me..

i would rather go back 2 form 6 n study n study n study...

For me,Form 6 life is a sweet memory now...

I wish i could go back...

D 1st week in U is nightmare as i hav mentioned before..

n when i'm trying 2 settle down n get use to it..

i thought i did it successfully..

cuz everything seems nice n sweet 4 me..

But...

it all change when it comes to assignment..

oh my goodness..

its ton n ton of asignments...

I wish i know how 2 do...

its all so strange 2 me..

wats this?n wats tat?

wat should i do?How should i start?

Evrything ends wif a question marks behind...

Then i starts 2 cry...

seriously..

i really dunno wat 2 do...

when i m looking at my assignment lists n d deadline i'm suppose 2 pass up...

i feel so helpless n lost..

really dunno wat i should do next...

n i'm thinking of giving up...

forget bout U,forget bout degree,forget bout everything...

i just wan 2 go home..

its just so simple..

go home...

but i cant..

this's my dream...

this's my life..

this's my responsibility...

wat i m worry bout i dunno...

but God knows..

y should i be worry bout tomorow?

isnt it god's will 2 lead me here?

he knows his plan...

all i need 2 do is follow..

so i pray 2 God...

God,pls giv me strength n wisdom...

i dunnp wat'll happen 2 me..

but i noe u'll lead me..

i noe u'll always there 4 me..

u'll make a way 4 me when there seems 2 be no way...

So pls..

make me rely on u..

well,dear all..

pls continue 2 pray 4 me..

i really nid strength n courage 2 lead on..

i'm trying hard 2 settle down...

just hope everything ll run smooth...

miss n love u lots...

miss daddy,miss mummy,miss zhen zhen...

really miss home...

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Miss Daddy,Miss Mummy,Miss Zhen Zhen,Miss U

Hey everybody...

long time no see..

I m fine in Penang,no worry,everything's going fine..

I was suppose 2 update my blog everyday de..

but too bad...

school life in U is quite busy...

but i m having fun n almost get used 2 it d..

d 1st week of orientation was like a nightmare to me..

Its not tat d seniors bully..

in fact they take good care of us..

but i really miss home..

this's d 1st time i left home..

staying in a place which i m suppose 2 feel familiar yet its so strange to me..

i hav problem wif being alone without my family..

everything's like so strange to me n i really feel lonely..

not tat i dun hav frens..

i make lot new frens...

but they r NEW...

we r not yet tat close 2 each other..

everyone is like busy wif their own stuff,trying 2 settle down..

i hav no one 2 talk 2..

everyday we nid 2 wake up really early n only be back during midnight..

i m really feeling tired..

but thank God..

I did meet someone angelic..

they r like having wings flying 2 me n offer me help..

so sweet of them...

they make me feel warm n secure..

I still remember one of d seniors told me..

Its time for u to grow..

well..

its really true..

i m now learning 2 manage my time,learn to get along wif different kind of ppl,learn not 2 be afraid of cockroach,learn 2 be independent,learn 2 take care of myself,learn 2 manage money,i really learn a lot of things..

n i think its really true..

i can feel tat i m growing..

n i noe i ll be a different ppl when i m home...

btw..

I ll be back on 15th of August n ll stay mayb untill 20th sth of August..

so if u guys wan 2 date me,make sure u make early appointment ya..

haha..jz kidding la..

i m sure u guys sure miss me a lot de..^^

frankly speaking..

i miss u guys alot alot alot too..

ll be waiting forwrd 2 see u guys..

so make sure u all dun turn me down ya..

take care,all my dears...

miss n love u lots..

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I m Here!!!!!!!

Dear all...got miss me?

I still haven got my very own laptop...

so i m actually borrowing my fren's laptop..

well..Penang is a nice place..ita jz tat its warmer but d things r cheaper...

much much cheaper than jb 4 sure...

I meet lot frens here..

ll update my blog as soon as i got my own laptop..

see u guys there...^^

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A feeling I cant express

Dear all,I m in Penang now d..

ll report myself in USM tomorow morning..

Hopefully everything ll be fine...

2 days never blog d..

miss my blog so much sia..

After this,I dunno until when only i can blog d..

Wont get my laptop soon..

At least ll nid 2 wait until my school orientation is over..

Sad sia..

So cant update u guys wif my latest news...

But no worry..

U may sms or call me anytime u want..

i m not in ulu place or in camp..

so guess u may contact me anytime u want...

Zhen,i miss u so much sia..

mz alwiz call me n sms me ya..

mms i ll also accept de...

jz promise 2 send ya..

take care all...

ll update my blog as soon as i can..

see ya all..

miss n love lots..

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Farewell Party!!!!

Finally i got my REAL offer letter today..

But its kind of late cuz i already send my document there d..

Who cares?Just let it be ba..

Who ask them 2 send 2 me so late..So not effective sia..

Anyway..Quite happy today..

I m so touched tat my church members create a farewell party 4 me..^^

They prepared a lot of foods n even present..

So sweet of them..

Thx Wan Ping jie jie 4 giving me a cute shop bag..

haha..she really know me so well..

thx Xiao Qing jie jie 4 giving me a 4GB thumb drive..

u r so thoughtful knowing tat i ll nid it in U..

Thx my little buddy fr youth fellowship,Ji Xen..^^

He sang 3 songs 4 me n 1 is written by him..

Here it goes..

It's in Chinese..

贡献

您在教会里面 已有好多年
您的贡献 耶稣都看见

耶稣赐给您 数不清的恩典
他为您流出宝血

您前面的路程 要时常祷告
不要放弃 坚持下去
愿神赐福予您
您千万不要忘记 耶稣爱您

Thx a lot 4 d song..

I really appreciate 4 wat u hav done 4 me...^^

k then..

Shall stop here..

Night n sweet dream..

Take care all...

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Tired Day!!!

Today is very tired..

Nothing much 2 say..

Still hav a lot of things 2 prepare..

Sad sad..

Today i attend my last piano class..

I m so going 2 miss my ticer n my pianomate de..

Hopefully can continue 2 play piano when i m in Penang..

Take care all my frens..

ll miss u lots when i m away de..

love ya lots..

Muacks..

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Y is it so complicated?

Y?Y?Y?Why is everything so complicated?

Damn ma fan..

Its so annoying n it really pissed me off..

Gosh..When ll everything be settle?

A lot of forms 2 prepare,2 fill in,2 sign n 2 post.

Y cant they jz settle everything on net?

Where is my offer letter?

Where is my envelope?

Where is my Borang Maklumat Pelajar?

Why they wan us 2 settle evrything without providing everything we nid?

Wat the hell they r doing?

Gosh,i m so going 2 become crazy...

Phew...

Felling better now..

jz hope tat everything ll be fine soon..

I jz wish i could get there soon n settle evrything n start my school life smoothly..

haiz..

Tomorrow ll be another busy day..

Jz hope everything ll be fine..

Its jz a small wish..

everything to be fine..

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Wat a busy day!

Gosh..Wat a BUSY day today..

Really dun understand wat d hell d government is doing..

Inform us on Wed (18/6) then d next thing is report ourself in d campus on next Sat (28/6)

Its like less than two weeks..n my campus is so far away..

a lot of things 2 buy,2 prepare,2 pack n all kind of nonsense..

Well,lots of things 2 do,but i cant really sleep well..

Keep on thinking bout new life in USM..

Though its my hometown,still i m going 2 stay there all by myself..

Quite worry bout new life..Dunno wat it ll be like without my family n frens around..

Anyway,I bought lot things today..

Clothes,pants,shirt,skirt,blouse,baju kurung,bear,watch,slipper,sport shoes n lot lot more things.

Tired sia..n used my mum's money lot..

Poor mummy..ya she ll definitely be very poor bcuz of me..

k then,ll stop here..

Cuz of d weather n lot of things 2 do i m not feeling well..

So nid 2 rest early..

oh ya,Lai,if u see this,wanna say a million thx 4 d potato salad..

so sweet of u..purposely make 4 me n send it 2 my house..

I m so gonna miss ur salad when i m in USM de..^^

Take care n hope 2 see u soon..

Night all,still nid 2 pack things..

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My New Blog

This is not my 1st time blogging,but this is absolutely the 1st time I own my very own blogspot.

Its kind of fun.^^

Actually some of my frens did ask me to create my own blogspot before,too bad,I'm too lazy n not interested in it.So it never work out successfully.

So why did I create my ow blogspot at last leh?

Well,Lai,u wont believe it,U r d REASON y i create.Haha.

It was such a great suprise when u told me today tat u hav create ur very own blogspot.

Wow,it was super great man.A person who hates Frenster n Facebook create her own blogspot n even encourage others to do it d same way.

So here I m,Lai.^^

Creating my own blogspot.

I hope my blog's life wont end soon.Haha.Help me pray hard ya.^^

Lai,d 1st reason is half kidding n half true.

But d 2nd reason is really real.

As u know,Im going off very soon.

We wont hav d chance 2 study together,chat together,n even to see each other everyday anymore.

But I hope u wont miss my life in USM.

Jz like wat u said,it might becomes a good way for us to be nearer to each other.

So dont let ur blog die off no matter how busy u r,n i shall work hard 2 maintain my blog too.^^

Drop by whenever u free,n write me comment or things like tat.

I m so going 2 miss u very much.

Mz really keep in touch ya.

Love u lots.Muack.

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