U life is not EASY!!!!

I cant remember who told me...

s/he said tatonce u gone through ur form 6 life n get into U,

u wont wan 2 go back 2 form 6 life...

well,its absolutely d other way round 4 me..

i would rather go back 2 form 6 n study n study n study...

For me,Form 6 life is a sweet memory now...

I wish i could go back...

D 1st week in U is nightmare as i hav mentioned before..

n when i'm trying 2 settle down n get use to it..

i thought i did it successfully..

cuz everything seems nice n sweet 4 me..

But...

it all change when it comes to assignment..

oh my goodness..

its ton n ton of asignments...

I wish i know how 2 do...

its all so strange 2 me..

wats this?n wats tat?

wat should i do?How should i start?

Evrything ends wif a question marks behind...

Then i starts 2 cry...

seriously..

i really dunno wat 2 do...

when i m looking at my assignment lists n d deadline i'm suppose 2 pass up...

i feel so helpless n lost..

really dunno wat i should do next...

n i'm thinking of giving up...

forget bout U,forget bout degree,forget bout everything...

i just wan 2 go home..

its just so simple..

go home...

but i cant..

this's my dream...

this's my life..

this's my responsibility...

wat i m worry bout i dunno...

but God knows..

y should i be worry bout tomorow?

isnt it god's will 2 lead me here?

he knows his plan...

all i need 2 do is follow..

so i pray 2 God...

God,pls giv me strength n wisdom...

i dunnp wat'll happen 2 me..

but i noe u'll lead me..

i noe u'll always there 4 me..

u'll make a way 4 me when there seems 2 be no way...

So pls..

make me rely on u..

well,dear all..

pls continue 2 pray 4 me..

i really nid strength n courage 2 lead on..

i'm trying hard 2 settle down...

just hope everything ll run smooth...

miss n love u lots...

miss daddy,miss mummy,miss zhen zhen...

really miss home...

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