Tired me~~~

Hey all...

i know i never update my blog 4 long...

not tat i dun wan 2 update la...

its not tat i m very busy...

but actually i m busy...

wat the hell i m talking about?

well...

its just everytime when i tried 2 post my blog..

it ll soon end up in my recycle bin...

haha...

I didnt sleep for days d...

really really tired..

i wish i could sleep...

these few nights i ll jz wake up middle in the night n couldnt continue my sleep...

heart beat going very very fast..

feeling very uneasy and unsecure...

y ah?

since my b'day, its like tat d..

i jz dun understand..

there's no assignments 4 me 2 rush..

there's test but its not final exam..

its jz mid-sem test...

so y i m feeling so uneasy?

weird...

I seldom cried nowadays d...

is it a good sign?

u probably think its a yes..

but i tell u...

its no...

my heart-ache...

feeling get hurt....

y ah?

y ppl likes to hurt me?

i really feel like crying...

its really hurt...

but i keep on telling myself..

en,be brave..

mayb its better 4 me 2 be alone...

so tat nobody can hurts me...

i keep on pretend i feel nothing...

but it actually hurts...

very much...

tell me...

wat should i do?

sigh~~~~

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